first: introductions

My name is Kimikai, Kim for short. I am the daughter of a retired minister.... but wait , thats not really all i am.
I am a wife, a sister, a daughter, singer, care taker of elderly parents, lover, friend, poet,  dog lover, and on the rare occasion a total genuis.. lol not really.
I can have some strange views on things. or at least i think i do.I can be a total bitch and sometimes i'm a sweatheart.  but for the most part I'm just like everyone else.... confused and overwhelmed by this thing thats called life.
I spent alot of my life pondering the question, what is my purpose here. am i suppose to do some great thing before i leave here. what are my abilities and how the hell do i use the ability to laugh  to make some big difference in this world. because laughing  is the thing i feel i do best.
I'll be the first to admit that i am a goof ball and I learned early in life, that  laughing can break the ice in most situations. .. (However there are appropriate times for it... lol I don't recommend laughing at funerals and during sex with ... well lets not go there just don't laugh during sex is all i'm saying)
But honestly laughing is a way to break down barriers. not laughing at people but with them. i have found that humor like music and love are universal.
now i know this is my first post and i want to clarify that my blog is not just about laughing. i just depends what happens to be gurgling in this jello i call a brain. you never know with me. today it may be laughing tomorrow it could be why labels on some items are just so dumb. any way. if you want to read my random, meaningless thoughts you've come to the right blog. lol
Back to introductions. I am 44 years old and i have been married for almost 19 years to my high school sweatheart. I have 2 brothers both older than me.but i feel like the oldest. lol (subject for another day).
I have 2 dogs. they are my kids. and spoiled as are most kids. lol.
My parents are my hero's they are just plain good souls. yes they made their share of mistakes as parents but when you can show me perfect parents.... I'll show you someone who is not completly truthful. I was blessed with my mom and dad.  and my 2 brothers. I wouldn't change growing up with them for nothing in the world.
well i can't think of anything brilliant so i'll end this blog  but as Arnold would say "I'll be back"